IT AIN'T OVA...YET?

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Insert here how you told me we were on the rise of something new,
Insert here the romancism that we created due to the sting of lust
that we created through the midst of erection,
Insert Here where my life became dwelled in your hands and I couldn't Xscape the feeling of you being in control, Insert here how the first blow to my chest was
you being infactuated with someone else and it made me realize that
the lust was no longer looming over our romance novel and that the
pages were now being faded away like yesterdays memory, Now fast
forward press rewind and then hit PLAY on the new insert in my life
which is myself no longer you, fumbling my mind with deceit but now
I'm floating along my feet into existence of a new NOW so I think I
finally insert here were my Journey begins xoxo-Moiciara

BLAQUE BOIZ ROQ!

ACCIDENT

When you have an accident sometimes it becomes evident that either
this was truly a mistake or and improvement. I know I've made a lot of
mistakes but at the same times the improvements help better who I am
as a person, so the way I figure it an acccident is to make your mind
come up with an alternative to make sure that your functioning to
become a more realist when it comes to overall life. So that's
something I was thinking about and figured that I would express that
so yeah lol enjoy xoxo-Moiciara

MANY WANT MEN

Something I’ve always realized is that we all seem to have so much ambition when it comes to love and the men we want. But the problem is how we accomplish those goals I guess we’ll never quite know what to when it comes to men. Over the past few years I thought and considered how we as the extra terrestrial try so hard to breathe and see the insides of the odd and make them one or whole. I always wondered why does love come in so many small packages? So I’ve opened my heart approximately 3 to 4 times, while experiencing that, there always seem to be something lacking that I couldn’t quite put my finger on it but I think it was the reality of the situation, I think when you grow as a person sometimes you can’t put everything into perspective because it hurts to know how well those feelings could possibly be for the next step to improve an relationship. So while conjuring the next step we seem to forget that your significant other mind is moving to slow for your speed and then it creates a relationship block, once this happens it becomes to apparent how well that things aren’t and maybe never will be again because no one wants to look on the other side, and usually once that happens heartache begins and the split of you wanting a man to comfort that agonizing feeling begins how sad. But this is what it’s worth for us to want a man.

HELLO BOYFRIEND GOODBYE HAPPINESS

Hello you guys this is Moiciara and this particular video was made to inform you on how being in a relationship can sometimes take your happiness away, when being involved so by that being the case I wanted to let you know that I do know someone who's very close to me going through this type of situation.

WHO'S REALLY IN CONTROL???

Hey you guys who follow me on twitter,facebook,and youtube I decided to address a few issues on me and this unnecessary ongoing feud with celebrity ranks. So please watch its an informative view and hey it is what is until next time xoxo- Moiciara

Silent Endeavors

Over the last time I made a post on this blog a lot of things have changed, 1. I'm more aware of my society then ever, 2. I'm feeling more liberated about my overall being and 3. My life is moving in an new direction. I wanted to inform you guys that I love this blog and with the coming weeks and months this will be my hot spot to vent and let others know about there reality and how these things work I will also be including videos and photos of the continuous progress, I make due to having love and life the major part of this but how being a homosexual isn't about the glitz and glamour but how real we are and how real I AM when it comes to every situation its a universal thing over here and ain't nothing stopping me from blessing people with the gift of knowledge and vice versa xoxo.

Spirit Guide

Today, I just had a moment where I thought things were clear to me and suddenly I got blurred vision.
I wanted to accept certain faults I had but realized that, in order for me to do that I needed to reach a goal that could make me complete. I’m trying to endorse the pain that I’m currently occurring and it hurts, but I know if somehow I embrace this fault once again maybe I can find the spirit guide, deep inside of me to make me who I know I am xoxo.

The Knowing

Exactly how do you feel when the rock that you’re climbing, just decides to tumble into a million pieces? Don’t quite know what to do but try to find the next best thing to get back into, the mode of structure that you’re used to. I'm trying not to be in that place any more due to it not being the best fit of ease for me. But once again I try to make subtle attempts to make the next step into an new era and I get slapped in the face by the pictures of society paintings. I want to be able to breathe the next few steps of my life for just a few moments where everything just seems comfortable and I can fit into a mood where happiness is my ultimate goal and the appreciation of that can make me feel like having a life of memorable moments is worth it.
Over the past few months things have been in this downward spiral and taking the precautions that are meant to be better for me having been more heart wrenching than ever, I’ve tried to be as comfortable or should I say relaxed as possible, but the way things are going are just more of a standstill than ever I never quite thought that at this point in my life would I be in this predicament where things are all just passing by me and I can’t reach out and grab them. The only thing I can say that has been motivating me is being able to know that there is “Faith” out there and with it, it gives me hope of another day and the stars aligning again for me. So for those of you out there who can relate to this moment in time just the same as I am, leave your thoughts and views on this topic.

A New Beginning...

EntroWorldDeluxe: Entering the world with the disadvantages and advantages it provides. Is to show you the progression of a human being through the different trials and tribulations that you come across as a human being and how well things doesn’t always favor your side of view and how sometimes they do but having that option to show you is what I’m deciding to show you that as being coming a blogger it’s something new but at the same times it isn’t I’ve been doing spoken words a lot in my life and now comes the outlet that I feel I’m providing myself with which is here in written form and short form in video. So hopefully with you all letting me take a chance and inspire others to show there different views let the new world begin xoxo –Moiciara.