Today, I just had a moment where I thought things were clear to me and suddenly I got blurred vision.
I wanted to accept certain faults I had but realized that, in order for me to do that I needed to reach a goal that could make me complete. I’m trying to endorse the pain that I’m currently occurring and it hurts, but I know if somehow I embrace this fault once again maybe I can find the spirit guide, deep inside of me to make me who I know I am xoxo.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
The Knowing
Exactly how do you feel when the rock that you’re climbing, just decides to tumble into a million pieces? Don’t quite know what to do but try to find the next best thing to get back into, the mode of structure that you’re used to. I'm trying not to be in that place any more due to it not being the best fit of ease for me. But once again I try to make subtle attempts to make the next step into an new era and I get slapped in the face by the pictures of society paintings. I want to be able to breathe the next few steps of my life for just a few moments where everything just seems comfortable and I can fit into a mood where happiness is my ultimate goal and the appreciation of that can make me feel like having a life of memorable moments is worth it.
Over the past few months things have been in this downward spiral and taking the precautions that are meant to be better for me having been more heart wrenching than ever, I’ve tried to be as comfortable or should I say relaxed as possible, but the way things are going are just more of a standstill than ever I never quite thought that at this point in my life would I be in this predicament where things are all just passing by me and I can’t reach out and grab them. The only thing I can say that has been motivating me is being able to know that there is “Faith” out there and with it, it gives me hope of another day and the stars aligning again for me. So for those of you out there who can relate to this moment in time just the same as I am, leave your thoughts and views on this topic.
Over the past few months things have been in this downward spiral and taking the precautions that are meant to be better for me having been more heart wrenching than ever, I’ve tried to be as comfortable or should I say relaxed as possible, but the way things are going are just more of a standstill than ever I never quite thought that at this point in my life would I be in this predicament where things are all just passing by me and I can’t reach out and grab them. The only thing I can say that has been motivating me is being able to know that there is “Faith” out there and with it, it gives me hope of another day and the stars aligning again for me. So for those of you out there who can relate to this moment in time just the same as I am, leave your thoughts and views on this topic.
A New Beginning...
EntroWorldDeluxe: Entering the world with the disadvantages and advantages it provides. Is to show you the progression of a human being through the different trials and tribulations that you come across as a human being and how well things doesn’t always favor your side of view and how sometimes they do but having that option to show you is what I’m deciding to show you that as being coming a blogger it’s something new but at the same times it isn’t I’ve been doing spoken words a lot in my life and now comes the outlet that I feel I’m providing myself with which is here in written form and short form in video. So hopefully with you all letting me take a chance and inspire others to show there different views let the new world begin xoxo –Moiciara.
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