Exactly how do you feel when the rock that you’re climbing, just decides to tumble into a million pieces? Don’t quite know what to do but try to find the next best thing to get back into, the mode of structure that you’re used to. I'm trying not to be in that place any more due to it not being the best fit of ease for me. But once again I try to make subtle attempts to make the next step into an new era and I get slapped in the face by the pictures of society paintings. I want to be able to breathe the next few steps of my life for just a few moments where everything just seems comfortable and I can fit into a mood where happiness is my ultimate goal and the appreciation of that can make me feel like having a life of memorable moments is worth it.
Over the past few months things have been in this downward spiral and taking the precautions that are meant to be better for me having been more heart wrenching than ever, I’ve tried to be as comfortable or should I say relaxed as possible, but the way things are going are just more of a standstill than ever I never quite thought that at this point in my life would I be in this predicament where things are all just passing by me and I can’t reach out and grab them. The only thing I can say that has been motivating me is being able to know that there is “Faith” out there and with it, it gives me hope of another day and the stars aligning again for me. So for those of you out there who can relate to this moment in time just the same as I am, leave your thoughts and views on this topic.
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