The Past

Over time I usually examine myself... Don't we all, but anyway I was listening to some music (my favorite hobbies) and start thinking. I was a part of the class of 2007 and what a year it was about to be for me. I had all my ducks in row minus a few stray ones. What I thought of everything, seemed so clear to me in all of my departments: love, life and happiness. Honestly I think that year was my first time I had ever really had my hands filled with everything that I wanted. But what the course of that year taught me I wasn't ready for nothing lol... When are you ever ready for anything anyway... NEVER. But reflecting back on it and how everything went down and how my feelings got the best of me through and through, what it has taught me that I had a long way to go on my road to discovery in my infamous departments: Love, Life and Happiness. The crazy thing about now is that when I reflect I think of how much stronger and how clear my vision is on life. Thanking all of those who've been a part of this rollercoaster ride of mine... Ok let me stop with my speeching lol, that wasn't why I was righting this, I want people to know this is how your past works, it's not just a bunch of recollection of things to make everything a new. What it offers a new window, a new opposition for you to take the experiences that you've experienced and turn around and face them and tell those challenges that "You had me, you lost me, and now I'm gone" meaning that it was only a point in time when these occurences were going to be around for you to utilize, until it was time for it to move on and you move on with it. Looking at the past as a relationship (because in reality it is) if offers you some good times some bad times and times when you can't fill in the blanks. Honestly it's the only thing you can't escape due to there is always going to be a past 24yrs from now til 1yr from now lol. By standing strong and learning from the mistakes and moments of doubt you will see that the other side of the grass was already green it just needed a little attention. xoxo - Moiciara