How to Grow UP!

One thing about growing up is it's hard, no one really wants to take on the decision making the finance headache or the of being completely independent. Or you're never really prepared, but what I think of how to grow up, is somehow deep inside you know it will come a day where when you look in the mirror its just your reflection staring back. Meaning that you'll have be responsible of your life, your destiny, your decisions. It's hard believe me if anyone said it will be a cakewalk they know their a lie lol, like seriously when you think about it and how people always have these struggle stories it doesn't mean that their week or is deciding to take that route. No more than likely they've had obstacles to cross in order to be in situation where, the societal way hasn't necessarily worked for them. Now I'm not all for being a rebel just to make ends meet (ya'll know what I'm talking about hustling, stripping,) but I do understand people have to make a way for themselves. I've learned that no one is going to meet you with an opportunity, you have to go out there and get it by any means necessary, like seriously, I've had so many rejections, fail attempts just by my appearance, but what I keep telling myself I am who I am and it's either they are going to love me or leave me and that's that if I waisted so much time trying to fit the mode. I wouldn't have and identity but secondly I wouldn't allow myself to grow up. Me and someone was talking about having the choice to struggle or not to struggle, and I was telling them that either if you have all your ducks in a row (having a place to stay, a job, money in the bank) there is always something taking from something, and you just have to prepare for it. It's called LIVING that was I was telling them, and they were the ever persistant "well I wouldn't want to struggle". So I had to let them know its all about taking that chance to grow up and allow yourself that freedom, of being able to experience that willingness of being on your own once. My overall theory here is that you'll never be ready to grow up but as time goes on it gives you the liberation to reflect and mentally exercise your dreams, aspirations as a human. Everyone is here to serve a purpose never forget that and I'm the rode to my destiny, cause I'm destined for the good, bad and the ugly THANGZ lol. Are U? xoxo - Moiciara